Potentials. Belief in Oneself. Vision of a Future.

This day was incredible, ordinary and usual things were just so amusing and fun. Simple things made me happy today, especially the almost dying pack of Basil I bought yesterday which are now incredibly fresh and green since I plunged 'em in water and left in the fridge to relax.

I don't know, I just felt today like I had it. That thing and charisma and happiness and just bliss going on. Probably because of the McDo coffee I had the morning before my French class? I ain't sure but it did give me that happy jump start. It just made me smile and laugh so easily and I was incredibly happy and contented during today's classes.

It just made me that happy as well when I was able to make other people laugh.

After my morning class, I decided to drop by a fabric store in Market! Market!. A fabric store which I always see on Project Runway Philippines when it aired on television. This was just a fun field trip I gave myself since I wanted to widen my intelligence on the variety of terrific fabrics that came into existence into this world. As I was getting a feel of the fabrics, ideas and inspiration about designing just came on to me, a talent which I doubted I had but now I believe is a potential waiting to be unleashed. I had this idea of a white dress made of a fabric I saw in the store, Organza. And my idea of a dress was a simple white, chic, figure flattering silhouette, and would a woman that strong presence. All will be light and heavenly but balanced by a belt with a shimmery texture. It was my first time to actually have an idea of designing and I didn't know that I could at least imagine one.

After generous amount of self enrichment in the world of fabric, I decided to see what was in the kitchen department and there I found ideas and excitement. As far as I can imagine, I have not been paying plenty of attention especially when I was younger. I was pretty much in a lot of ideas being there and so I focused my attention to the goblets and shakers, and other stuff used by bartenders. Yes I can cook, but as well, I want to have that idea about beverages. I do have some idea and I could make you a few cocktails like mojito, margarita, irish coffee, bloody mary, caipirina, surubao, moitie moitie, and so forth, but its nowhere near the idea I have in my mind.

Wouldn't it be great to have friends come over your place and enjoy an afternoon over fine beverages made by you?

I surely would want that, plus the incredibly gastronomy which I will also prepare, I'm working on this gastronomic education part already. Anyway I would love that day to come. I am going to see where the road takes me on this one. The equipment are quite expensive by my standard, 500 pesos already for shaker, and thats just one piece of the puzzle, there are around 10-15 left, I think. And let's not forget the ingredients. A simple field trip to a mall, lasted an hour, but I enjoyed every moment of it and I learned a lot.

I realized that having our imagination and ideas loose makes us realize talents that we suppressed before or just incredible talents we were not that aware of. Now I know that there are things hidden in me that also I don't see (yet). But I'm going to believe myself that I am someone powerful in terms of talent, intelligence, and virtues and these will translate into reality. That is certain.

And so, with a happy and enriched mind, I bought me a couple of tomatoes, a piece of salted egg, a generous serving of rice and a pack of tuna which I ate at the condo for lunch. Saving is also a virtue, for me. So off I went to continue my day, slept for a while, had my nutritious but super affordable lunch. It was great.

With a high spirited heart and mind, I went through my evening French class, had fun, and went home. My transit back home was something I also enjoyed. I wanted to test how far my planning and vision of my future goes and in accordance with someone I would whole heartedly consider special.

With my current wavelength of thinking this is how I will dictate the future.

Let's start with...

• I will be rich, millions in terms of pesos, hundreds of thousands in terms of American Dollars or Swiss Francs, or most probably in Euros as well. (exchange rate or Jan 26, 2010 considered)
• I will buy that condominium, its just a matter of picking which is the best one. Probably in Fort Bonifacio Global City. Or I'll buy another one, another one in Tagaytay seems like a good idea. And these will be furnished elegantly.
• That car, a Honda CR-V and a Mini Cooper.
• Gadgets, whichever will come to the market, I will get if my heart so desires.
• Fabulous clothes.
• Money. Lots of it, conveniently disposable from my wallet.

These I will share with someone special. I see myself with someone incredibly special in my heart in the future and I will be loved more if not in equivalence. We will have a place to call our own, accessibility and mobility to go wherever we would want to go. We will live like celebrities, but will remain modest and low-key.

These will come true, it will be just a matter of time. I will be working abroad, and when I will come back, I will come back to fulfill this vision and this is an absolute certainty. I will come back as a better person who is renowned and respected. I will be sharpened by the life I will be undergoing. I am thinking of having a Masters Degree, a Bachelors degree and post graduate would be enough but just for now. I will be more knowledgeable on the fields that tickles my interest; Photography, cooking, and beverages. Above all, I will have that sharp managerial skill. To top these off, people will be incredibly proud of me, especially you.

I will work hard to give you a taste of the heaven I've been to. I will introduce you to my friends from United Nations friends and we would have a grand time together. We will have great and dynamic fun, we will do activities to keep our relationship healthy and sustainable. I will listen to you and you will listen to me, together we will help each other climb the hill, you will be there to scratch my back and so will I.

I usually travel the world alone, but now you will be with me. We will have what it takes to make this happen. I will have powers to influence society, to grant what we desire.

Our relationship will not just be enjoyable but also productive.

We will learn life together, through circumstances which life will take us. We will learn to give and take with regards to our own personal preferences. I will enjoy having you as a partner doing one of the things I like to do on my birthday, charity work. We will visit this orphanage my mom likes.

Yes we will reach a profound level of maturity, and appreciate the joy of living through seeing and letting other people enjoy life. We will leave a legacy not seen by others but felt by many.

I will feel incredibly lucky to love you. And what we have will make our life worth living. I am an incredibly lucky boy, and sometimes I feel something different about something if its going to happen and consequently does happen, and these, I have that feeling.

All these will absolutely happen before the I reach the age of 30. That's certain.