I don't know if there is something between the lines that I should read

A blog entry which I thought of posting last night but it answered itself today.

Being with your friends are cool, they're cool people. And times spent with them are nice, but Sunday made a big blow on my feelings and made me wonder why would you always want them always together with us, should I read something now because I haven't. I don't know, I just want time between you and me, together. You and me. The idea that you don't reciprocate... uhh... You're the one who I want to spend time with. I get incredibly excited just imagining us being together.

I miss you, I want to see you. I genuinely wanted to watch a movie with you. But I didn't realize that I should have asked you if you wanted to watch a movie with me. Why will you change plans when everything was there and okay already?

I just don't understand.

I'm more than satisfied with just being with you, do you feel the same towards me? Or is there something between the lines now that I should read?

I just don't understand. Or maybe I do, I just don't seem to accept.

How I wish the other shoe dropped the way mine did. Or perhaps I shouldn't have become excited, I don't know yet how to do that without killing my feelings for you.

I have let you go with them because I just thought it would be better for you. In a way I guess I learned to put your needs and wants above mine, a form of compromise I suppose. Despite my strong eagerness to see you.